I'm feeling burnt out at work. We're doing some "dont drop our channels" shuffle, complete with 2 hour meetings that seem to go nowhere.
I've realized that I need to make sure I bolster my own enthusiasm or my unique intelligence and contribution.
I've become aware that that part of me feels neglected. This has led to low energy, avoidance and procrastination.
For a while now, several weekends in a row, I've given up on my own plans, usually a bit of fun I'm trying to get, like a bike ride or watching The Dirty Dozen with Malachy. This has a cumulative effect on my mood and my ability to be patient, focused and productive.